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2007-10-10T03:11:00.000+08:00

43rd...

lolz... been almost so long ever since i lasted posted my previous post... that was just the start of my SIP period only... now sip even ended and my holidays soon... lolz...

anyway... completed my SIP project... and was very happy... got my short holiday... didn't look for job though... haha.... wasting my time till the next school reopen... still hanging around with fu... and the usual few... didn't even go for my motor training... haha... confirm cannot ride bike to school to show off... lol...

those tough times when i have to stress my brain to think of ideas... energy to do the project is over... going out with LK... PORK... SAM... and JO... was the thing that keeps me going on every week... but recently had misunderstanding with LK and SAM... no thinking of explaining to them anyway... haha... let them go find the reason themselves...

back then.... atom and me also had misunderstanding... things were solved quietly... and we contacted less... or never even contact at all... haha...

have been playing mahjong at long's house recently... lost most of the time... a few dollars...

changed my phone to W950i... and its like DAMN GOOD lahz... haha... enjoyin the WALKMAN cum PDA phone... damn cool lo... haha...

going genting again this coming weekend... but this time... i gonna hang out at the casino!!! but no money to gamble... haha... to see and to accompany FU bahz... haha...

and TERRENCE... mia again izzit... if you ever read this... please call me... zzz -.-"

shall update again...

p.s... huis... i really updated and cleaned up... alright?? lolz... take care...

2007-05-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

the 42nd...

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kinda true for its interpretation of the personality. Try it...

2007-03-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

the 41th...

hmmm so boring and i'm here to blog... 3 weeks le.. had taken my supp paper... think will pass bahz... but this few weeks happened so many things... i just feel so stressed and troubled... even quarrelled with You Fu... all thankz to Joseph... haiz...

been wondering quite some time... how long can i still hang on... before i decide to give up on myself... my own courage... and friend... i guess i don own any... right at the moment... even today wanted to meet friends and slack... was dua by 2 ppl... haiz... is everyone out to piss me or m i just down on luck...?? m i having problems communicating with ppl?? or is it my attitude?? hmmm...

will be grateful if i were to wake up forgetting everything... least my family members... its hard living like this...

Take Care...............

2007-03-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

The 40th...
haha... finally i'm back to blogging... wanted to do it yesterday but was damn bored to do it... so now while i'm having my free time... i blog... and just for You...
its been long since i last blog... missed my christmas entry, New Year entry and my Chinese New Year entry... have been busy studying and just finished my exams last week... so happy... can play again without nightmares of not doing my projects...
since the second last entry till now... been to Genting twice, first was with CCB(Joseph), Da YE(Clark) and You Fu... second time was just me and You Fu alone... then went to meet Ah Pu(Shang ming)... been to Malacca twice also... and saw this niece of You Fu... darn cute... haha... miss her so much... she's getting cuter and cuter day by day... haha...
as for the New Year... was at Genting(the second time mentioned above)... trying to escape from the crowd in Singapore... but no difference at Genting... so packed... took the first 2007 pic with Ah Pu while You Fu was gambling in the casino... i can ENTER also liaoz... LEGALLY... lolz...
i'm 21 this year and on this wonderful day... i'm just slacking around with You Fu in Johor... didn't wan to celebrate... but luckily i still recieved some presents... haha...Presents : Fossil Watch(From You Fu), Nike Delta Force shoe(from My Lovely Jo Jie), One Tee (from Aunty Piggy and Aunty Papaya),2 Bday Cakes(one from Andy my younger brother and one from You Fu) and dinner treats from my other friends... some still owing... haha...
Chinese New Year i really had fun... finally get to meet up with my Brothers ( Yong Bin, Cavin, Eugene, Shawn, Tuck Soon, Tian Ming) but missed out Sze Teck... went K-box with them... gambling... dinner... and pub!!! was quite lucky in Black Jack... Ang Bao quite little... but who bothers... its the atmosphere... the events and the celebrations...
but somehow its destroy by "Her"... saw her a few times and the moment i saw her... i feel so angry... wish i never know her at all...
gonna update again sooner or later k... TC...
(p.s : i did update ok... i dunno you consider this a long one or a short one... but i still fulfilled your request... haha... and your exams coming... better concentrate more on studies... miss ya)

2006-12-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

The 39th...

hmmm... haha... in order not to let ppl laugh at my blog... asking me to close down... so i shall do a quick update... haha... during the one month... went to malacca twice... saw You Fu's niece... and was so attracted by her... haha... but i missed her on the second trip... hmmm miss her so much... DAMN CUTE... haha... will upload her photo in the next blog... during the first trip... went to genting also... and i'm going again on christmas... haha...

(Jump to today) went to school... have my freaking 4HRs lesson on ASPNET... then went to make police report for my matric card... went to collect LK's new K800i... then went dinner with dEannE, Lk, Joseph and Marcus... then saw amy on the way and went COFFEE TIME with her and her friend...enjoy myself during the short chat... and got a ride from her friend... hmmm... busy busy busy... but i did UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE .... haha...

hmmm... didn't sms with xiao hui recently also... today is her B'day and Happy Birthday to you... don be sad k?? hmmm... take care of yourself... miss ya...

take care ppl and enjoy yourself... good luck for the on coming term test... KamBaTe...

2006-10-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

The 38th... (View this post in Encoding langauge - English unicode / Unicode (UTF-8)... thanks)

reach home not long ago... just finished packing for tonight's trip... Genting... KL... Malaca... Shiok!!!!

going to Millennium Walk... pass ppl things... then gonna head back to tamp to play game... who can accompany me??

i promised to blog about "小辉"... (i dunno which chinese character it is... so i use this first... haha...) and i shall do so... before "it's too late"... we have been smsing for the past month... and things are going fine... though i confessed... haha... can we keep things going on fine...? or willl there be a down fall...? you may find it ridicules... but i do mean it whenever i say I Miss You... haha... i'm thinking of you everyday... waiting for your sms everyday... but you always take so long... Pls direct more focus on me... T.T... haha... Take care of yourself when i'm away... don always sleep so late... be more aware when going home alone at night... ar bo later "ah bu neh neh" bully you... haha...

MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssssssssss ya...

hmmm... guess thats all for the time being... will update again when i'm back next tues...

2006-10-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

The 37th... (Finally get to update properly...)

Recently outing with classmates to celebrate Chevy's Birthday... hope you enjoyed the outing Chevy...

went out to suntec with them to watch "The Departed"... kinda waste 2 plus hours inside cos the show is about mafia and stuff... 2 headed snakes in each team... infernal affair wannabe type lahz... haha...

(Pics taken that day...)

anyway going to malaysia for long weekend for going back to school... decided to skip school on Monday... just to have longer weekend... lolz... don miss me... will update more pics...

Take Care...

2006-10-18T10:51:00.000+08:00

The 36th...

some problem with blogger... therefore i will just leave it to the pics to do the talking... lolz...

(outing with Desmond and Long)

(outing with Ah Fu, Amy and OLK)
"At Tamp"

"At Geylang"

"At Boat Quay"

"Night scenes of Boat Quay"

Thats all for that day... nice outing though a short one... Take Care...

2006-10-04T09:15:00.000+08:00

The 35th...

Haks... abit lazy to blog le lehz... lolz... but i shall continue to reach my 100th post... weekends are boring... weekdays too... meeting Ah Long almost everyday to play game... ar bo slack... or go out shopping...

(Thurs & Fri)
Went to Arabic resturant at Banghdad road... try SiSha... and "Someone" said... "its the same as smoking... no healthy or not healthy..." Stunned...

Met Kenneth and his gf for mahjong with Ah Long... played for 5 hours... in the end no win or lose... then played again with Joseph and Ah Long's friend... lose 20 plus... then suddenly realise something... i was cheated 10 dollars... cos i exchange coins for them... They: $5 chip... Me:$10 small chips... WTF... twice manz...

Before that had dinner with Joseph and Ah Long at Golden Mild... Joseph drive us there... and Thanks to Joseph for sending me home so late though ya work the next day... APPRECIATED...

(Sat & Sun)
BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Tue)
Yesterday went to find Long at school... went into ESC room to wait for Ah Long... then we play the game "Bluff"... one girl very CUTE!!!!!! lolz... made me laugh till my jaws drop...

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girl:"4 NINES"
Me:"I CATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
girl:"eee... tao yan... you saw my cards le"
Me:"no... cos you put 5 cards"
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(Shall post the pics of the 5 cards 4 NINES again... )

lolz... then me and Ah Long headed over to play game... then Desmond wanted to meet us... in the end his father was admitted to Hospital... so no choice... cannot meet... Hope his OK!! had dinner at AJISEN then went home....

Today's PLAN... go and make payment to the hotel booking for Genting trip... then go shopping around town... then VISIT Desmond's father at TTSH...

Recently smsing "that girl"... haha... was going on fine... hope it lasts and not a 3-mintues thing... Take Care...

See Ya PPL... Will Update Again once i came back from MALACA... 9th OCT MONDAY!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

The 34th... (^^MasterBF... i just wanna tell everyone... lolz...)

Recalling 22nd sept... i'm having my supp paper... so eventually studied the previous whole night and went for exams in the afternoon... 2.30... on the way to school... realised my hp was low... so called Long and Desmond.. since they are at home after their morning paper... to help me charge my phone... and A GREAT thanks to Desmond... for coming to pick up my phone though he was damn tired...

The paper wasn't easy and wasn't tough... so i'm in the middle... after handling it for 1 hr... i finally go off... went over to Long house to collect my fully charged phone... both of them were sleeping and i had to trouble her grandma to open the door for me... i feel so terrible when i realise her grandma had to use walking stick after a fall... and had to struggle over to open the door for me.... so sorry ar Ah Ma...

Then headed over to meet my friends for Dance Outing... then in the end only 5 turn up... wah damn disappointing manz... everyone say will come... then in the end all dua... don even bother to inform... haiz... but luckily got dEannE... Sarah... Andrew... Dayah and Fang... i'm just so happy you guys BOTHER to come... lolz... Fang and Dayah headed off early... so left the 4 of us... then in the end we went over to Plaza Sing to have our dinner at Secret recipe.... and headed over to the new Cathy cinema... for the show "Miami Vice"... kinda nice show... was Stunned to see "Gong Li" in the show... haha...

Pictures during the trip... (using K800i...)

Afer the show... we headed home... we went separate ways... some the NEL... some the EWL... meet up with Yong Bin at City Hall... accompanied him home... play with his bulldog... then headed over to Xin house for mahjong...

Played till 12.15pm the next day then went home... upon reaching home... accompanied both brother and mum to eat lunch... smacked down on bed at 4pm... slept till 8pm then meet You Fu... went for dinner and slack at his house... watch DVD...

Went over to Malaysia again... ate "Bak Kut Teh" for breakfast... went to fix You Fu's car and headed over to some other places... fixed his car's stereo system... spending 550 rm... now then know he was using "SoundStream"... one of the better brands for AMP... then headed home... a tired day cos sit on the bike too much le... haha... back ache... reached home in the late afternoon... had dinner with my parents then slack at home again... really got nothing better to do... haha...

anyway thats all for the time being... take care..

2006-09-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

The 33rd... (This is the no. of posts i have made... not the date of any events... lolz... :baOfU)

just reach home not long ago... feeling so boring at home... will be going out to ventury to play game again... just to kill time... accompany You Fu to buy Hp yesterday... K800i... same phone nor... haha damn shiok... me... Long and You Fu using same phone... anymore coming in...? then we can have K800i club... and outing... lolz.. imagine the whole group of ppl using K800i... lolz...

anyway... just check my supp paper date... worried that it might fall on next monday... just right after i came back from malaca... or have to delay the trip again... it falls on friday... my dance outing date... DAMN... but nv mind lahz... think they can wait for me for a while... cos meeting time is 3... i might finish the test at 3.30... so can meet 4... haha... sorry guys...

recently keep smsing with a girl... knew her throught a very funny way... 2 years ago... she smsed me wrongly... and i actually make friend with her... then sms for a few days... then stop le... 2 weeks ago... suddenly she sms me say "who are you??" then i told her the thing that took place 2 years ago... then she remember... then realise she knows "her".... lolz... anyway can't be bother about "her" lahz... decided to switch focus... haha... not to "girl" also... someone else... lolz...definitely not "bai fa" too... don you dare even dream of it... lolz..

gotta go study for my supp paper before i head out to play game... take care...

2006-09-15T15:28:00.000+08:00

The 32nd...

just woke up not long ago... feeling so painful all over my body... due to the shitty job i did on wednesday... nonstop work of taping and packing and transfering... wah... so tired... sorry ar OLK and Long... you guys go ahead... haha...

Yesterday after reach home not long ago... i actually sms "her"... knowing she had just broke up with her bf...? should i feel happy?? lolz... anyway... asked her about something and accepted her answer... but i think i will just let it be...

having nothing to do at all... now blogging and trying to find things to do... who can accompany me go out... shopping... watch movie or anything... slack also ok... haiz... got my result le... haiz... one supp... then must go study again... think gotta delay my malaca trip again... ARGH!!!!!!!!! but others... the result still ok ok only... GPA drop A LITTLE BIT... haiz... next sem no need to go home late cos i pass 3 CDS... met requirement... no need take cds anymore... haha...

gtg cook food for my poor little stomach... so hungry and empty... lolz... take care... buaiz...

2006-09-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

The 31st...

Hmmm.... just reach home not long ago... and i have found a job... start tomoro night... together with OLK... Long... suddenly though of something... wondering how "she" is...y "her" friendster account was deleted... y "she" so long never log in msn... then i realise... she blocked my msn... haiz... i know that i'm an irritating ass... trying to talk to you and stuff like that... but... i admit that i still love you and are thinking of you all the time... but all i ask for is to know that you're getting fine with life... i know your bf don like me... friend also cannot be mehz... haiz... since this is the way... then i shall leave you... never to bother you again... i promise...

but in the mean time i'm so deeply hurt by some truth i heard last few weeks... i know wat "you" have did in school and stuffs... never knew "you" will do this to me... to think i trust you so much... so so so disappointed... i shall never talk about you... i will try my best to forget you...

2006-09-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

The 30th...

Oppss.... its been a week plus since i last update... anyway... today... 12th of sept... is my sweetie's birthday... anway... we have been departed for a year... and i dunno where you are... how are you... and the situation... sorry... *Happy Birthday*...

Life's been boring... haven't been to much shopping cos no one accompany me too... haha... everyone's busy... been to mervin's chalet last sat.... and mahjong-ed throughout friday night...

Nothing much happen things to talk about... thats all... after the malaca trip then i will blog more... lolz...

*gone

2006-09-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

The 29th...

Been a tiring day... just came back from Johor not long ago... went shopping the whole day... bought some DVDs at Holiday Plaza... Levi's round neck Tee at Holiday Plaza... cut hair at Best Mart... dinner-ed at Best Mart... and back...

Was supposed to go out on Sat... then in the end OLK doesn't wan to... so change of plan... wanted to meet long for dinner... in the end... was called for work... event tear-down... was working with long... OLK... Franics... and one more i forget the name liaoz... went to play game awhile before heading over to sentosa... started work about 8 plus... was transported over to the beach by the lorry... kinda feel like being smuggled over to other countries... LOLZ.... then was slowly tearing down everything... joking throughout...

Finished tearing down and loading of the rubbish... headed over to West Coast for supper... Nasi Lemak... poor OLK... kanna "torh"... $4.40 for one lame plate of rice with a few finger food... then headed over to Bukit Batok where the factory is... unloaded everything and it was like 2.30am... really had fun though its a little bit tough... then cabbed over to meet You Fu... $19... haiz... no money... but luckily can claim... hahaha...

Slept at 5Am... then woke up at 11Am for breakfast at Bishan... Chicken Rice... headed home to change... and take passport... and off to Johor... and there... to the start of the entry...

Hmmm... Dunno wat is wrong with ppl nowadays... they always think they are correct... always wan ppl to do things the way they wan... think about the others... haiz... anyway... go ahead la... i can't be bothered... YOU know who YOU are...

P.S : Dance outing on the 22nd of sept... 3pm at Tamp Mrt... gather at the toilet there... see ya guys... pass the msg around... will remind you all again...

Signing off....................

2006-09-01T09:34:00.000+08:00

The 28th...

Finally the EXAMS are OVER!!!!! it time to relax and shop!!! went out with Long and OLK to T-mall after our exams... went straight into Levi's and was trying out pants... finally i bought my favourite jeans... the Engineering Jeans... lolz... damn nice... but a bit heart pain... $139... but i think long more heart pain... his $169... lolz... shiok!!

Before that on wed... we went out and each of us bought a ear stud... $12.90... haha... i feel more and more interested to shop... SHOP!!! maybe its due to me being single... and slightly richer... lolz...

Then We headed for dinner at century and we went to play games... thought only me and Long played... i guess OLK enjoy watching too... lolz.. then i headed over to meet You Fu... heaven been sleeping at home... my bed just grew spider webs... haha...

Now holiday start le... anyone got job to intro... (no banquet please...) or else i will start to slack and throughout the whole holiday again... i wan more money.... to SHOP!!!! and SPEND!!!...

Update again... Take CAre...

2006-08-28T09:12:00.000+08:00

The 27th...

BUSY BUSY BUSY.... Shopping and studying... anyway will update after exams bahz... lolz... Take care...

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-21T10:52:00.000+08:00

The 26th...

Hmmm... right after i bought my new phone... fall sick le... till now... still having sore throat and cough... haiz... been to school on WED... and wanted to skip the french test... went to take MC... $25... then head over to play game with PangYang and went home... met You Fu for dinner... and headed home... thursday woke up late... headed to school... still feeling sick cos having runny nose on top of the cough and sore throat... just to cover the absent with Mc to escape Debarment... went to take MC again... $25 again... total $50... for 2 session... there goes my Levi's... haiz....

Submitted MobComp project on friday and it was like... ha... suddenly so free... went out with baby straight after that... shopping and lunched... then suddenly both of us felt so tired and weak without doing anything... lolz... headed back to Tamp on bus 12... met Terrence at centruy... played game again... and baby went off half way... slack till 10 plus... Terrence's new date came and i left off with Wan Xin and Pam... waited for calvin... slack at Mac till 12... then You Fu came to fetch me... headed for supper again... and homed...

sat... woke up in the morning and headed out to pass cig to Andy at Bugis... then played game alone... having 10 wins in KOF... then was so boring i went home again... before going over to meet Carol for the "Zhong Yuan" dinner at her block's void deck... meet up with Eric... WS... GL... Iris... CK... and WL... crapped alot throughout the whole dinner... had fun... been a long time since i met up with them... planned to go GENTING with them in OCT.. but dunno will happen a not... lolz... "BRING MORE GIRLS OK... FOR DUA NEE HUAY"... lol... meet up with You Fu again for supper and headed over to PS to meet cockcroach,GF,Ah lee,Ah Di... was with them playing the scooping sweets machine... brought home 2 jackpots and 2 big bags of sweets... with total spending of $40.... its them... not me... hahaha...

AND FINALLY... my brother is back from Aust... YEAH... someone can accompany mi go 7-11 and smoke liaoz... lolz... one more dick to guard the family against that CBK... but still feels so boring at home... haha... GTG...

2006-08-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

The 25th...

WooHoo..... Damn farking happy... lolz... K800i came my way... (So wat if you bought W900i... i got mine too...) lolz... one wish-list cancelled... can give full concentration on the next wish-list item... "Levi's Engineer Jeans"... Izah... don yaya ok... i will get it too... lolz.. btw... the phone is damn POWER... damn nice... damn Perfect... just couldn't stop touching it... anyway... its tuesday again... self pro-claim OFF DAY... reached home in the morning... then went to sleep after meddling my phone... sleep till 4.30pm and woke up having a very bad headache... then ate dinner and slack awhile before heading to bathe...

Went out to find You Fu... and ate some Panadols... accompanied him for dinner and went shopping for his new phone... all shops were close so headed back to his place to slack... watch DVD again... then headed home wanting to studying French... but think think think... slack slack slack... don feel like doing so lehz... sure fail de... haiz... now got nothing to do... went blog hopping and now blogging on my own blog... exams coming le and i don think i have the full motivation to study... how?? somebody help!!!!!!!

I'm almost there... 85% to a new life... Cheers!!!

2006-08-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

The 24th...

hmmm... things have been going up and down... but today 14th of aug gonna be a happy day... lolz... something surprising happened and i will get something in return... haha... damn happy... can't wait for tonight...

as usual... fridays and saturdays are just supper and slacking... talking cock before going home... anyone could actually recommend something to do at night...?? damn boring man... needed a live... cannot keep going johor.. later police come track me... lolz...

went to play game most of the time... then meet baby... then meet You Fu... then home... everyday same... gotta prepare my examz too... coming le... French sure die... cannot remember those Words...

have been thinking of "her" again this few days... saw "her" blog and she was like so "xin fu"... got ppl bring her oversea... buy things for her... at least its better this way... she don have to suffer being with me... take care...

somehow dunno wat to blog... stuck... haha... gtg liaoz... still got DMSD lab test this morning.. nitez guys...

2006-08-10T02:42:00.000+08:00

The 23rd

So sorry ppl... kept you guys so long for this entry...

kinda busy though... but boring for weekends.. so i shall skip it... and go on to the interesting parts...

Last Friday went out with baby after school... to Paragon to shop... and handed things over to her customer... headed over to Cine-leisure for dinner with Long and Terrence... ate at the new Hong Kong cafe... i swear its damn nice...

Mee Sua with Curry Chicken.. plus plus...

Headed over to You Fu's house and watch dvd again...

Saturday
slept there and headed off the next day... met up with Da Jie and Sabrina to GoSSip... ate Swenson... Da Jie's treat... and crap till You Fu's arrival... went shopping with You Fu after they left... then waited for baby to come... shopped awhile more and headed over for dinner at Lau Pa Sat after FireWorks...

Satay...

headed to You Fu's house again cos he lazy to sent me home...

Sunday
Woke up at around 10... went home to get ready for the Johor trip with my mum... dad.. and brother... went for Bak Gut Teh for lunch... and shopped for hours till my legs are damn tired... bought new clothes so i will not keep wearing the same... and its paid by my mum... lolz... after shopping... headed over for dinner near the Zon hotel... and back to S'pore after a jam of an hour... lucky us...

Bak Gut Teh...

My mum and dad....

Dinner...

Went for a walk cos still very full after all the food... AND I SWEAR I'VE GROWN FATTER... lol... Went home after that...

Mon
Early in the morning got activity for me le... Fights... with my that DAMN bloody SLUG ass... I SWEAR no one will bully my mum... Reached school and studied for 2 hours.... went home... with mum and out again to meet You Fu for dinner... and slept at his place again... my second home man... lolz...

Tue
Went out with baby... on my NEW clothes... ate lunch with baby and sent her to work... meet up with Terrence to play game at Bugis... Both of us were like crazy ass... won the Opponent and threw watever coins we had into the machine.. to "chop" the machine and not let others play... lol... total credits : 10 + 8.... lolz... went to find baby's grandma to take key so baby can bath at her house... then i got nothing to do... so i help her grandma to clean up the place... wash the dishes... and kept the mahjong table... Nice rite?? lolz... cab-ed over to find You Fu at his place for "Zhong Yuan" dinner... then over to the chalet to find Terrence for mahjong...

Lunch with baby...

I SWEAR I'M MORE "ZI LIAN" now...

After mahjong went over to my second home to sleep... and the heart-thrilling thing was... You Fu actually shut his eyes and slept while driving... ARGH.... talked to him and tried my best to keep him awake and YESH!!!! we reached safely...

WED
Woke up at 3.30pm... headed home and bath and accomapny You Fu over to swtich over to his bike... rushed back to S'pore to catch the National Day fireworks... and headed home to rest... so thats all the busy things that kept me from blogging... ENJOY!!!!

2006-07-31T02:07:00.000+08:00

The 22nd...

Friday after school... stayed back for project and headed over to century to play game... then headed home to change and went to Johor with You Fu... came back about midnight and slept over at his place...

Saturday morning went home and slept again... woke up at 4... prepared then head over to You Fu's place again... reach there about 6 and i the meantime... received sms from You Fu... "If your not coming at least sms me..." i didn't say i not going over... go over so early at 4 do nothing for wait... also have to wait till 8 then go fetch baby... haiz... then reach baby there... was given attitude for reaching so late... and the place we wanted to eat at was so full... head over to Lavander and ate prawns noodle... then head over to PS to meet Terrence.. wanted to catch movie but timing at 2.30am... gave it a miss... wanted to go mos... but was given black face and attitude by Terrence cos we told him we wanted to go Why Not with him... so no choice have to ENTERTAIN him... headed over to Why Not...

Slack awhile outside the club then went in... had fun and baby was disturbed by ah-Don and Kenny... went off at 2.30am and dropped baby and Long at Mos cos Deanne was DRUNK... headed back to You Fu's place to watch DVD and Slept... woke up around 3 in the afternoon... went for lunch and headed home to change and meet ming all... while bathing... was so weak.. wanted to Vomit and Could not see anything nor hear anything... almost fainted... but who cares... hope nothings wrong with mi... felt a little better and went to meet Sze Teck and company to celebrate Teck's birthday... was surprised that Ying Ying msged mi in MSN... then had a little chat over sms... ate japanese dinner and catch the movie "Dragon Tiger Gate"... headed to find You Fu to take something after the show... slack at his place awhile then baby called mi... gave me attitude again for catching the movie with other ppl... then had a arguement with You Fu over the word "ENTERTAIN"...

Headed home and bathe... so now blogging... realise something about this entry?? its all about "ATTITUDE"... i'm wondering y must i keep entertaining ppl and not myself... have to bear with ppl's face even though i don wish to do things... Y can't ppl just appreciate what SOMEONE have done for them and stop COMPLAINING.... just SICK and TIRED of everything... haiz..

So sorry ppl if you find it offensive... but this is wat i wan to say...

2006-07-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

The 21st...

Hmmm... nowadays seem so busy yet so free and empty... can someone tell me y?? lolz...
anyway just reach home not long ago after playing game with Xin Long... before that was the PST presentation... was kinda disappointed cos i didn't do a good job and was lack of some important topics... was late for Netfund then to realise got test... lucky i know how to do haha...

Yesterday went out with baby, Deanne, baO fU and Xin long to celebrate baby's cum Deanne's birthday... saw wat Alan gave to Deanne... and was like WAO!!!! haha... mrt-ed over to Paya Lebar to meet baby... then headed down to Marina Square for dinner... settled at Billy Bomers... ate spaghetti and a jug of lemon tea... the rest go ask them yourself... lolz... then they headed over clubbing... then i headed to AMK to look for You Fu... baO fU heaeded home... promise will join you guys next time... fall asleep halfway watching the drama... and rush home to change for school....! call baO fU to wake up... still late for school... lolz... piggy baO fU... for pictures on the outing... look for my baby's blog...

click here to access ------> Baby's blog!!!

heaven been sleeping at home... guess my bed miss me like crazy... lolz... or vice versa...? elder brother not at home... younger brother don look like the sort will take care of family de... abit worried for my mum... scare she will be bullied by that useless slug... FARK HIM!!!! wish i could kill him too... just find the house so noisy and irritating... so i don wanna stay at home... hope you forgive me mum!!! I Love You.... *muackzzz....

2006-07-25T09:36:00.000+08:00

The 20th...

This morning... my elder brother had left for Australia to work for a month... DIE!!! who is gonna smoke with me at home??? will miss him though we also argued... somehow if you, my brother, saw this entry... plz take care of yourself... waiting for your return next month... see ya...

As for yesterday... after school... headed over to century square to play game... then over to Dobhy exchange to buy bby's soft toy... its a pocket burner... if you guys understand wat it is... haha.... anyway... it was so big and tall that it touches my butt while leaving it standing... lolz... hugged it on my way home and its was so paiseh... lolz... everyone was like :"wat the hell this guy doing wit this Bugs bunny in his hand..." -.-"

Reached home and for dinner... my house was holding this small farewell party for my brother... this was wat we had...

A very good one cos all my family members came... haha... enjoyable night... even invited You Fu over... and he was so good to bring over his sister's rice wine for my mum...!!! thanks...

after dinner went out with You Fu for a walk... then head over to his house to watch DVDS... the drama was so nice i spent 5 hours watching it giving up my sleep... lolz... reached home not long ago then now blog since i'm free... and no one to snatch the internet over with me... lolz... cos one away for a month... remember??

Quote of my blog...:
Love is the only thing on earth you can't give way... BRAVO!!!!

Busy...

2006-07-22T10:09:00.000+08:00

The 19th....

Am busy recently over school stuff... and finally a week passed and its weekend... so now better blog before i'm fed-up again... this week was kinda busy and tired... classes going on... rushing projects... have to meet and entertain ppl... lolz... anyway nothing happen throughout the weekdays except meeting up baby and You Fu...

Recently was stuck to one Taiwan Drama... introduced by You Fu... "lu guang shen li" dunno the english title... kinda funny... and sad about the story... -=When will my "Sophie" come back to me...??=- lolz... the guy playing owen was like so Handsome and Jay Chou lookalike... but sure is better then Jay... more cool also... haha...

Enough of the drama... went over to Johor yesterday with You Fu in the afternoon... went to make his car monthly payment... then headed over to eat Bak Gu Teh... damn nice... then headed over to cut my hair... a very nice job by a gay... saw this gold retriever in the pet shop... Darn CUTE!!! after haircut... headed over to You Fu's friends house... and slack... i SWEAR that the journey will make you sleep in the car... but we decided to be ah beng... opened up the windows... light a cig... and BOOM... a mobile disco going on... lolz... reached around 7... then headed to prata shop and ate some food... slack a while more then headed back to meet Ah di and Ah Lee... wantd to have Curry Fish Head for dinner... but closed... so we headed down to eat seefood... Stingray... Big Prawns... and Sotong... DAMN NICE!!! total cost 100RM for 4 pax... quite worth it...

0-After eating... forget to take the before-0

After dinner headed back to SG... headed home... showed my mum my new hair... then bath le go out again... SUPPER!!! lolz... headed down to You Fu's house to watch the drama again before goig home... sleep till 9 then wake up... feeling empty... when will my "Su San" comes back?? but even if she comes... will i be ready to face everything?? haiz... Lost..............................................

Usual Weekends~

2006-07-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

The 18th...

As ususal... weekends are almost over again doing nothing... haha... anyway this week i felt kinda relieved and abit up-spirited...

On friday - woke up for MobComp lesson... was kinda late le so i took a cab down... $7 was wat i paid with the older cab which haven't gone for updating yet... peak hour surcharge was still $1... lolz.. lucky me... upon reaching the lab... only 4 was there... everyone else was late... shouldn't have taken the cab... waste money... then hear the tragic news regarding Izah... her mum passed away after admited to the hospital on tuesday night... somehow i dunno how to console her and dunno wat to say... after lesson went to century square to play game... while waiting for baby... saw Grace... and called Long... so in the end all of us meet up.. lolz.. went to meet Deanne and HER SWEETIE at bugis after departing with long and company... went to shop.. helped You Fu to buy his bag... and had dinner together at SWENSON... after dinner... accompany baby back to tamp and took a cab with her to find her friends and send mi home on the way... waited till about midnight then You Fu came... went for supper and home to sleep again...

Saturday - after sleeping for about 3 hours nia... woke up early in the mornig to work... was late to meet Long and company at bedok... slept in the bus till the bus Parked le then i wake up... get down and walked across the bus interchange.. was DAMN PAI SEH... haha... called Long as i was 40 mins late... to realise i knew everyone de... all was my junior in Eastspring... took 66 for 45 mins before reaching the old MIE behind Botanic garden... was kinda early though but was paid for all those extra hours... lolz.. work was kinda hard in the noon.. but slacking is the main job after set up.. went to find You Fu after work and wanto to catch a movie... Pirates of the Carribean... went to Bugis... Cathy and Plaza... and guess wat... ALL tickets before midnight is sold off... so hot meh the show... lolz... changed of mind and had dinner at Lavander Food Square... ate prawns noodle and Long ate 2 bowls.. so hungry ar? after dinner Weelock called... saying that is You Fu ask Yong Han to ask him to call You Fu de... don be lame lahz... no body wanna give you a ride so you called You Fu rite...? lolz... so who is the actual one wanting to make use of the Vehicle.. hahaha... send Long home before heading home... and fall asleep...

soooo Today... woke up kinda early and had Lunch with You Fu and Zhang lang (cockcroach...) then headed home again cos You Fu going to change to his bike in Johor... so now have time quickly blog first... if not i think i don have time to blog next week le... gotta rush all the projects... later meeting You Fu again to go Bugis to change his bag... and maybe do a little shopping...

Logging OFf.................................

Wat the Hell...

2006-07-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

The 17th...

Things lately have been soooo "happening"... i just dunno how to cope them well... firstly the break up... which is months ago... the betrayal of a trusted friend.. and now... my mind is meddling like crazy over her again...

Recently this few days have been dreaming about her... the things we did... and the happy moments... its true happy moments that only me and her will experienced it... not with any one... talked to her yesterday but she seems so reluctant... haiz... nvm... anyway its the decision made by both... really glad that she's happy with her present life... her bf is taking good care of her... unlike me... no life... lolz... so still the same words "All The Best"

this few weeks i have an additional feeling... i wanna move out... felt that i got no place at all at home... i wasn't given any piority... and worse of all... my existence is nothing... am very very very pissed by the 2 ass-es... (referring to my cousins) i just feel like giving them one tight slap on their damn bloody face... gonna kill them one day... how i wish i can move to my new house faster... and escape all the idiotic look of the other family... my poor mother... wonder how she can ignore everything and pretend nothing happened...

luckily got one person.. whom i can trust and rely on.... YOU FU!!!! thanks bro... for helping me throughout the whole thing... am really glad to know you and "snatch" you over from Wee Lock... lolz... Damn their ass manz... thankz again You Fu...

*huggzzz...

Additional post

2006-07-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

The 16th...

ermmm... this is suppose to be an additional post... just reach home after playing game.... went out with Weelock jsut now... meet this girl call Angel from TP design... then Lynn came... jeremy's gf... they pretend like nothing happened... but all the way they are like talking behind my back... hahaha... went off and eventually sms-ed Weelock saying that i knew everything... not planning to meet him anymore... and his reply was "wat i did sia..."... come on lahz... don treat me like an idiot... so sorry that you and Deanne can't get together... just BLAME it on yourself for talking bad about me... I will not bother about how ppl look at me cos they will never know the truth and chey... who need them... take care dude... there might be more to come... lolz...

Signing off....

The 15th... lolz...

2006-07-11T09:40:00.000+08:00

The 15th....

Just reached home not long ago... as usual... gave myself off day on tuesday... hmmm... was with You Fu last night... this morning went to find him again for breakfast then saw Yong Han's new civic...

Sunday night - chatted with deanne for a while on phone... then headed over to my friends house for soccer after dinner cum supper at Chomp Chomp... planned to watch the Final soccer match... but fall asleep even before the match started... lolz... woke up during half time to know the score was 1-1... SLEEP again... lolz... all the way to the next morning and headed to school...

Monday - had a very bad headache so after DMSD lesson... went to find Long to pass him cigs... then accompany him to see doctor... took MC agin... then i headed home... cannot take it le... so sorry man... cannot accompany you to play game... WED k??
headed home to sleep and wake up at around 4 plus... ate my dinner... and starts waiting for You Fu to appear at my house... fall asleep again till 7.30pm then bath... went to Chomp Chomp for BBQ stingray and sotong... nice dinner... headed to my friend's house to slack and watch tv... somehow... i fall asleep again... lolz...

Tuesday - thats today... just reach home not long ago... after checking my stuffs... bath... so nothing to do... came to blog... halfway through... WEE LOCK call me... haiz... ask mi go out with him today... so sianz... no mood to do things liaoz lahz... and btw... the previous entry saying that i was lan jiao wei-ed by someone.... ITS HIM~!!! but i planned not to do anything to him... let it be natural... cos i'm waiting to pay back everything DOUBLED....

*A little piece of my mind...
went to see "her" blog again... cos this few days i keep having dreams about her... some dreams that will nv happen at all... somehow managed not to think of her since that dunno when... then now my mind has to play this trick called "Dreams"... while viewing her blog... she seems happy about her present life and bf... so all the best... then saw her tag board and it was like... -.-'' so many ppl dislike her... anyway its her problem not mine... Take care...

erm... no title??

2006-07-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

The 14th....

Ops... so many days nv blog.... was kinda busy watching soccer outside... lolz... bought a new bag from ZINC... to cheer myself up a little... this few days keep dozing off in class... haha all the way never sleep... play... soccer... play... soccer...

Wed - went to school in the morning... met xin long at around 12 plus... then accompany him go see doctor take mc... then go back for French lesson... after that met xin long again then go century play game... after that went home and met You fu.... went home to sleep around 1....

thurs - woke up early in the morning... 3 AM... to watch soccer... lolz... Portgual lost.... haiz... sad manz... anyway slack for another hr... then went to bath and prepared for school... so tired... haha... study all the way till 7... then Terrence pick me up on cab and we headed to Plaza Singupora... played game but was TEAR-ed by the pros... haha... but luckily i managed to keep my face... won back a few rounds... haha... met You fu for supper then headed home to sleep... REALLY tired...

Today - woke up at 8 then go school for MobComp... the only subject for today... SLACK MANZ... after that meet Xin long again... then go play arcarde till 3 plus then go home with my father... took a nap and bath... so now no ppl at home... and so free... quickly come and blog awhile... kinda funny if nv blog... hook??
anyway going century soon... to play game again... SO000 SIANZation... meanwhile waiting for my friend to play Mahjong... Cheers!!!~!~!~!~ wish me win money!!~!~!~!~ haha

ChAoZz.....

hmmm....

2006-07-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

The 13th....

Haha... now at baby's house.... bought Breakfast cum Lunch.... take my socks i bought on sat and now waiting for her to finish her meal... then she go work i go play game again!!!!

Hmmm.... been busy this few days.... hmmm on thursday went to school... then go play KOF with Terrence... then nv meet You Fu... then the 2 of us quarrelled... then on friday after school... went to play game again and met You Fu for soccer... then i take taxi go play mahjong... hmmm... then sat was the main thing i wanna blog...!!!

Sat... reached home early in the morning after playing mahjong... then went to sleep... baby came to my house about 5pm then i went to bath and prepare to leave my house... went to compass point cos baby wan to eat Yoshinoya... then went to Mini Toon to look for my Ankle Toe Socks... met up with Weelock then down to orchard to meet Deanne... hmmm... reach orchard around 8 and waited for the rest of the group to come... thought only 5 of us watching moive... (me.. baby.. Deanne.. You Fu.. and weelock..) to realize that all was coming down... then in the end waited till 11 then got the tickets... so pissed... then everyone wanted to go for supper... then someone's slipper broke off and went to get new pair... then me, baby and Deanne went to get drinks first... suddenly have the feel to eat oyster... so we suggested that we go eat ourselves so as not to trouble the rest.. then Weelock just went off in a fit of DUNNO wat anger... KNN...

Suddenly jeremy called me and first think was... "Y ARE YOU SCREAMING AT ME???" then i cannot tahan le... then i hang up lohz... in the end had a real big fight with him... CUT THE DETAILS..... so pissed that i decided not to watch the movie le... then they sold our tickets and return us the money... so me and baby took a walk down to bugis before boarding a cab to send her home... then took NR7 back to orchard to meet You Fu... went to beach and found out some UGLY TRUTHS... i was lan jiao wei-ed by someone i trusted so much... FUCK him manz... reach home early in the morning to sleep... then meet You Fu the next day... so i was so sad and disappointed... haiz...

Today morning woke up at around 7... bath and go school... wanted to give myself a Youth Day break... but think i shouldn't miss the lesson... haha... had lunch with Meiping and Deanne... then went to meet baby... so ya know... haha... gtg liaoz... update again soon... Take Care...

~!~!~!~!~!~!~!ZHU!~!~!~!~!~!~!~

Pics.....

So cute rite... thats how hair dress of "SUPRECUT" does the trick to tame kids... lolz..

Tiring day.... ~ !~

2006-06-29T01:32:00.000+08:00

The 12th...

Woke up at 7 am in the morning after sleeping 2 hrs only... went to bath and head on to school... damn sleepy... then luckily during DMSD lesson can slack... cos got group discussion... haha... finish wat i left before the holidays and YEAH!!!! i finished school... skipped lecture to meet baby at her house.. then bought noodles for her and duck rice for myself... slack at her house till 2.30pm then decided to skip French lesson to watch movie...

Headed on the Tampines Mall and Century Square to check the tickets... saw Dex and his gf... and was told that Scary Movie was a lame show... lolz... wanted to watch Superman Return... but ended up watch Just My Luck... its a nice funny show... with all the Lucky and Unlucky incidents... baby was so sweet during the show... fed me Nachos and Drinks.... lolz... then finish the show... went to meet Terrence at Bugis MRT to pass him my phone.... then headed on to AMK again...

Reached AMK around 8pm then went to walk around before You Fu and guys came... ate dinner and slack till 10pm... then took bus and send baby home... then headed back to my home again... today's trip... SK to Tamp to Amk to Tamp and lastly to SK... haha... travelled one big round... on the bus 27... think the air con spoil and its so humid... so i alighted at the next stop and changed bus... waited for 20 mins before the next bus arrive... finally rested my butt on the cooling seats and enjoy myself in the bus...

Reach home around 12.15am.... bath le then called You Fu... chatted with him till i almost go CRAZY.... was DAMN PISSED again... dunno y... then have to wait for my brother to let me use the com for researching my project... next time i will just pull the ethernet plug and plugs it into my lappy... FOR my school work is more important... DAMN manz... everytime have to wait for them to finish using it before i can do my work... i got school... they got work... and they are just wasting time on the MSN not talking to anyone... WTH.... who they think i am... some shit is it...?? FUCK!!!!!!! and finally i get to use le... done my projects and now blogging... to release my stress... and say wat i wan to say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats all for today...

Thanks for viewing this angry entry... lolz... TAKE CARE...

PICS FOR D DAY

The visit at Mount A~!!~!

2006-06-28T03:08:00.000+08:00

The 11th.... Went for supper yesterday and found one new place by surprise... Marina Country Club... lol... heard before...? went in for a drink with You Fu and watch soccer again... then headed back home... slept at 5am... after checking mails... friendster... and reading blogs...

Woke up at 3... gave myself off day... and was suppose to meet ppl at 2.30pm... but my phone line got problem... even "Baby" also cannot call through... wonder what is wrong with M1 afer paying so much money... lolz... so bo chap and went to sleep till 5 plus... ate dinner at home then went to see Da Jie at Mount Alvernia...

Got lost halfway at Upper Thomson Rd... then no choice take cab... haha... so sian... waste money... finally meet up with her and talk to her... went for a puff after knowing her present condition and her BF's situation... showed her You Fu's car when smoking... and she tell mi to go buy 4-D... saying the car Number plate SURE open... maybe its "LING GAN"... lolz...

Went home around 10.30pm after her friend comes... then slowly take my bus ride home again... chatted with "Baby" on the phone in the bus all the way till home... then wanted to check my FTT date... then realised i missed it again... the second one... haiz... WTH... thought is 28th of june - Wed... but the date is TODAY 27th of june - TUE... planning for tomolo will be meeting "Baby" at her house and have to bring her lunch after DMSD lesson... lolz... then got to return to school again by 4 for French...

anyway waited for my brother playing DOTA till now then get to use the com... thats y i hated DOTA so much... so come blogging... went to "Her" blog... and check her friendster... so she is finally with the guy... All The Best...!

As for me... shall not blog anymore things about "Her" and the past... moving on... anyway i got "Baby" le... lolz... its ok... missing ma "Baby" alot ... *huggzzz...*
GTG sleep liaoz... tomolo got DMSD at 9am... cannot late... must meet ppl also... nitez guys...

Sianzzz....

2006-06-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

The 10th... woke up around around 6 for dinner... then meet You Fu... hmmm have Mee Hun Kuen... then went home liaoz... yesterday was supposed to be fun... but Yong Han had accident... lolz... Near Jln Kayu there... at the tunnel there... haiz... Then thats the end of the yesterday outing... low mood liaoz...

Went to Orchard to shop for my bag... Le Coq Sportiff camo green bag... don have... whole of orchard out of stock... sianz... shop halfway say my god-mother... then have a little chat... went to Plaza Singapura waiting for the rest to come... played KOF... then rest went to catch the Soft toy... Weelock spent $20 and my lucky $1... caught a Winne Pooh Bear... FOR DEANNE... lolz... Jeremy swift caught 3 of different soft toy... Jeremy Prescia and his GF caught one... after that went to Lanvander Food Square to eat my first meal of the day...

Went to Queensway there and visit the huanted house... A past military training ground (heard from ppl)... went in and took a walk inside... then when off for supper... then suppose to go to Jln Kayu then Yong Han had accident... change location to AMK auto point... haha... then send Deanne home... heard her mother was sitting in the rain with an umbrella waiting for her to go home... hmmm... a great mother she is.... after that went home at around 5 plus... then relax till 7 then sleep... then in the meantime... was so pissed off with You Fu... haiz... I will spare the details...

Went to read "HER" blog... then saw something kinda sad... but i should be happy cos everything had ended... hmmmm... wondering y things turn out like this... but since it happened... just let it be bah.... in future... hope you will not lie to any of them anymore... Take Care...

Gone to sleep le... Cos tomolo got school... SIAN!!!!!

Confused!!!~!~!~!~

2006-06-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

The 9th...

woke up around 5pm for dinner... check my mails and friendster... and suddenly she came into my mind... hmmm... wondering how she is doing... went for a smoke and eventually called her for awhile... 20 mins we chatted... so inbetween i actually ask her about her bf and stuff... know wat guys...? she say that it was just that guy saying they were attached... lolz... she say she heaven decide whether to go with him anot... wat a joke... feel kinda relieve at first thinking i might have a chance again... but WTH... i decided to let go everything after i took a walk alone this morning 5am... threw away the ring i bought with her.. and the keychain that is imprint with our nice-est photo... deleted away all ours photos... made up my mind le... then have to be confused again for she gave me the slightest chance...

went out to meet You Fu again at AMK watching scoccer halfway... came the msg...

Hers.... and mine...

" I know you will be hating me alot now. But i really cannot forget you that easily because you are special.I'M sorry"

So i actually replied... feeling lost and Soft-hearted...

"I'm sorry too... but things are totally different... you have your world and i have mine... you have your new guy and i have none... sorry"

"I don have... i didn't decide yet... i wan to use him to forget you but found to be wrong... i keep busying with school and friend... i wan to forget everything... i didn't even meet him for so long le... sorry..."

"if you heavn't decided yet... it means you have liked him... so i would say all the best... its useless when you are with me thinking of others..."

"Used to like him for 2 weeks... now fading... haiz... hate myself alot... anyway wish ya all the best... ya happy can liaoz..."

"there are too many things insdie me which i am in doubt... but i will nv ask cos i will nv know the truth..."

"I'm sorry for everything but i know one thing for sure... i still love you... miss ya take care..."

SOOoo... should i be with her again...? or should i be heartless to leave everything aside...? haiz... i fear of everything...

Finish soccer then went home... now blogging after checking my stuffs again... i wish to be with ya again... but there are still many things left undone... maybe we can start off afresh by being friends again... leaving options till later date... and most of all... better finish everything else clean like that guy before we proceed... i don wan later ppl say i "childish and lame"... i shall forgive them for they are still young... haha...

signing off...

DOWN....

2006-06-22T03:37:00.000+08:00

Hiya ppl... the 8th... haha to keep track of how many postings... sorry if it irritates you...

Woke up around 3pm... thinking of her.. it just makes me feel kinda sad... haiz... went to bath and went to my cousin's house... to build up wireless lan... ate ice-cream... and watch my cousin played the most gruesome game... Manhunt... haha... slack at his house till 7 plus... and went home for dinner... met You Fu at around 9.... went to AMK to accompany my friends for dinner... and went to Auto-Point... so many cars... haha... my eyes almost pop out upon seeing the Toyota MRs... a white convertable... DAMN chio... was testing his engine... reving his car on the dyno test... haha... the music it made was so shiok man... haha...
Reach home around 12.. and started watching TV till now... blogging...

Dunno y... it been a month plus... but i'm still thinking of her... wat should i do?? could some nice pretty girls save mi... lolz... just kidding... somehow my sixth sense (which worked) tells me something... the very next day after we broke up... she's attached... i was like the last to know... haiz... i feel SUPER sad and down... this just prove to show that i'm just some nobody... you don't have to remember me... hope you and your bf whose younger than you 2 years last... wish you guys happiness...

Anyway... life still have to go on... wonder how did i manage to forget my ex and carry on life... or did i forget about the saddness that fills me within the period... maybe next week... next month or next year i will be able to do so... y can't memories be like internet's history page... which you can just click DELETE and pretend that nothing happen... just like how YOU guys watch porn... lolz... gotta go sleep soon... hoping to find myself in a new computer... and a new fresh day... Take Care and Thanks for spending ya time reading... and to those who left comments...

*bless...

Songs...

2006-06-20T08:31:00.000+08:00

The Seventh... i guess i shall leave this entry for this song... sing along ppl... its a nice song...

"Lost Without You"

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

Oh All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do ...
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

To "HER" :
Things are a little confused... and i wan to dedicate another song... its a nice sad song though... but somehow its expressing how i feel... enjoy... TC..

Back from Johor... ; Stuck!!

2006-06-19T01:55:00.000+08:00

The Sixth... back from johor... haha... when i'm testing my blog for the song... i'm actually surprised that some ppl do come to my blog and leave comments... this proves that i existed!!! lolz... anyway... back to the topic... back from Johor... bought some new clothes... had fun with You Fu... and had alot of nice food... its totally different from wat i think of johor in the past... Thanks to You Fu..

Actually was suppose to leave on friday night to johor... but was complaint by my friend for leaving him in singapore.. so we change our mind and left on sat afternoon instead... went for supper with Wee Lock... and send him home... we met up the next day and went to Beach Road to help him get his army stuffs... and we left for Johor... on the way... i have been listening to the song "i'll never gonna leave your side - Daniel Bedingfield"... its was a song dedicated to "HER"...

Finally reach Johor and we went shopping immediately at City Square... haha... just to get some new clothes or else my elder brother gonna make noise say i keep wearing his clothes... haha... went for dinner and back to the hotel before going to supper... had a slight headache and fall asleep after popping some pain killers... woke up at 2am to find You Fu chatting happily to Deanne and Wee Lock online... haha...

Smoked and wanted to sleep again... but was kinda mentally disturbed by something... whenever i close my eyes... i would hear loud noise in my head when everyone is sleeping and the lights is off... i felt weak at times and i force myself to wake up cos it feels really wired.. those feelings lasted 2hrs so i decided to smoke again and eat something before going to sleep again... and finally... ZzZzZzzzzzz

Woke up at 11... soaked myself in the bath tub... and prepare myself to go shopping again... bought more clothes and had a hair cut... decided to go back to SG... and it rained... stuck at the pump station for 20 mins before proceeding again on motorcycle...

Came back to SG at around 4.30... went to WeeLock's house to configure the PSP... and headed home for Father's Day Dinner... went out again to meet You Fu to accompany him for dinner at Jln Kayu... reached home about 11.30pm...

To "Her":
Somehow... my heart had chosen to forgive you again... dunno y i just can't bring myself to hate you... even though previous entry i said something so hurtful... heard this song at Jln Kayu... "Nickelback - Far Away" which is playing now while you are reading my blog... it describe how i feel... i just cannot forget you... but i know things are totally different... i'm stuck... I dunno wat i should do... and i dunno if wat i'm doing now is correct... somehow you hold something so precious to me... i just can't let go... i felt happier after breaking with you.. but its only a screen... it didn't last long... just to let you know that i will be loving you... even though we couldn't be together anymore... i'm sorry...

Going Out Soon ~!~!~

2006-06-16T18:11:00.000+08:00

The Fifth... hmmm just woke up and had my dinner... curry fish head... kang kong... and soup... slept for only 6 hrs... cos yesterday went to play mahjong again... so total of 2 nights... i WON $34... really had fun playing with them... cos they like to "BiTCh"... just like how "jie jie" does... haha... after finishing 2 rounds... it was like morning 7am... then i have to take the dreadful journey of 51.. today the bus damn slow lohz... 2hrs... then reach home like 11 liaoz... knn...

Went to accompany my Precious Beloved bed... while talking to hui xian... she's out of love le... BLEW up... lolz... in the mid of my beautiful sleep... i was disturbed by You Fu again... YES You FU... and to learn another anti-climax news again... Deanne's not going liaoz... -.-"

Waiting for You Fu to call me then i have to go prepare my things le... cos the 2 of us have decided to go over tonight... since there are only the 2... haha... maybe tomolo going Pasir Gudang... to see CARS... haha... guess thats all... wait till my return bahz... take care.. ENJOY!!~!~!~

I WAN TO BUY BAGS!!!
I WAN TO BUY CLOTHES!!!
I WAN TO BUY SLIPPERS!!!
I WAN TO SHOP!!!
I WAN EVERYTHING!!!~!~

TirED!!!!~

2006-06-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

The Fourth... just reached home after playing mahjong at friend's house at WESTCOAST... ShIok bo?? lolz... anyway... won $20+ then decided to take taxi home de... but come to think of the fare... haiz.. take bus and "enjoy" the ride to save money bahz... traveling time 2 HRS... from WestCoast to SengKang... haha... alot of wonderful tiles were made and shown... almost came the "thirteen wonder" too... lolz...

Just bath and settle down to check my mails and friendster as usual... then went to read "HER" blog... WTH... trying to act pity again saying i nv read her blog and i don understand her... lolz... forget it... i don wanna say anymore... just let "YOU" continue bahz... since we are living in different world... no point saying or explaining more... as long as i know wat the truth is... you "ASS-es" wan to poke your nose... carry on... Own Time Own Target... its just a waste of my time to argue with the "ASS-es"... lol...

Anyway i'm enjoying my life with all my new friends and activities... rather than be with you and be DEPRIVED from certain things... this cannot that cannot la... hah... wadever... GONE TO SLEEP!!!~!~
NiNja_Zhu Shouts...* "Mua Precious Beloved Bed... I'm COMING!~!~!~"

Anti-Climax.... ArGh!!!!

2006-06-14T03:43:00.000+08:00

Hah... the third blog... today sleep till 4 plus in the afternoon... but my sleep was disturbed by You Fu twice... woke up for dinner... and heard some stupid things... y do ppl like to poke their nose into somebody's business...? wat do they gain? and the worst thing was those somebody DON look like those ppl... haha... ass... anyway... today was supposed to be a nice day... but to know some facts... its destroyed... went to AMK to eat and slack with You Fu and company... watched soccer and home... why did Togo have to lose...

Half way thru the soccer match... was enjoying till baO fU called and tell mi something which makes mi so angry manz... the trip was CANCELLED... due to some stupid things... called baO fU yesterday to confirm the changes... was scolded by her saying i disturb her sleep... ask me to make decision... made arrangments so as to fit her... then last min tell mi this cannot that cannot... waste my time planing everything and A WASTED trip to Golden Mile... DIAOz!!!! thats for being Mr GOOD GUY... but never mind... mi, You Fu and deanne have came up with a new plan.. just to Johor... to enjoy still... even after an anti-climax...

That's all for today... wishing tomolo to be a happier day...!!

To "Her": (i wish you read this entry)
Actually after we broke up... i wasn't so angry and stuff... but till today... i think i should let you know wats dangling in my mind since we have quarrelled... i read your blog and i feel so... haiz... when you were with me... everytime you have to go home by 11... or your mum will scold and this and that... but y is it that you can ton and spent the night outside with ya classmates... is that suppose to mean that i'm not even on par with ya classmates...? do think about it... we have been together for almost 1 and a 1/2 year... how many times we actually watch a midnight show.. or even just spent the night together... and everytime you lied to me and we broke up... y must you always make yourself look so pitiful... make ppl think that i'm at fault...to gain sympathy...? and everytime during our breakups... how many ppl did you tell the truth to...?? i bet NONE... i have given you so many chances... but still you broke the trust i have given to you... and regarding the "crush" web site... you think i'm gonna trust you to be just admiring that guy... don take mi as an IDIOT... we will never gonna be together again cos i have decided to carry on life instead of messing my life involving you... than to risk my feelings to be cheated by your lies... i wan you to be "GUILTY" and "REGRETFUL" for hurting me and the relationships with all your lies... those pitiful actings and stuff...

And last but not least... I DO HATE YOU.... I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU for breaking my trust... GET OUT of my life... you don deserve me...

A DaY... -.-"

2006-06-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

Hi hi ppl... the second blog... just slept for 4 hrs... and i'm awaked by Deanne... to go book the tickets for genting... suspose to meet at 12... in the end... i accompany weelock to take his vehicle and picked deanne at 3.. long rite...? then baO fU was suspose to meet us at 4... lavander MRT... then in the end... she went home to sleep without notice... GREAT MAN... so no choice have to play MR GOOD GUY... we made our way down to book the tickets...

After reaching Golden Mile... we check out the tickets and erm... all were fully booked... one way trip.. or no room... saw my friend who holds the same name as mi... JIA HUI (a female)... working in GUNUNG RAYA travel agency... got discount though but still cancelled... called baO fU to confirm the trip cos of a little changes... but was scolded by her for disturbing her sleep... ANGRY manz... haiz... but no choice... MR GOOD GUY... remember?? lolz...

After settling the booking... trip plan... me, Deanne and Weelock made our way to orchard to meet her friends... half way thru the journey... "SHE" called weelock's phone... and i have to pick up cos weelock driving (ya know.. follow the rules)... then slack at cine-leisure... accompany Deanne to buy her brother's present... cheapo $8.90... lolz... and have our dinner at Cafe-Cartel (think correct spelling)... made our way to send 3 girls home... kallang.. geylang and potong pasir... then to pasir ris and back to sengkang... had a little more chat and a drink before weelock goes in to army... the last time he is called a "civilian"...

Made my way home and call You Fu... chatted a little while... then calculate the expenses... and solve all holiday problems... till now also haven't bathe... haiz... smelly ME... kinda tired but cannot sleep lehz... somehow i'm still thinking about "HER" but i know we are never gonna be together again... the relationship has reached a state where only forgetting her is the only solution... still feel kinda hurt when reading "HER" blog about how she go out and enjoy her life... never was she when she was with mi... wats the reason.. i duno and i don wanna know... i pray to god for giving mi the power to strive on life without her... cos i made the decision to carry on life without her... ppl who dunno the reason i choose to end it... i'm lazy to explain... haha... i also don care how ppl look at mi for breaking up with her... cos i know and she know can liaoz... wat ever you all wan to say... go ahead... haiz.. gone smoking!!! bye~

The First Blog!!!~!~!

2006-06-11T04:50:00.000+08:00

Hi hi ppl... first time blogging in my life... in the name of Kenny Ho.. no time to do layout and blah blah blah... lolz... anyway now is 4.35AM , 11/06/06... creating a blog... i have always wanted to blog... to write wat i feel and wat i wan to say... and FINALLY... a blog i have created... haha...

Just reach home after a few visit to popular places... e.g. Old Changi Hopital, loyang Dua Peh Gong Temple to pray and Nasi Lemak at changi... mao mao rain thru the night.. abit turn off... rounding in my buddy's car... CIVIC EK3... but too bad malaysian car plate... cannot drive... haha... can't wait for the trip to GENTING... this coming thursday... with my buddy.. baO fU... Deanne and XT.... hope we still can get tickets...

Guess that shall be all for the first blog... haha... will try to put in as much entry as possible... take care ppl.. enjoy the HOLIDAYS...